, s m i l e s && t e a r s

[CALVIN JAMIE NICHOLLS]

^{I'm looking for someone to share my pain,
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone
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, i dance in the rain, because it makes me feel special[/font]


caring is creepy[/font]
^{other half} • starved of oxygen so give me your hand and let's jump out the window
like blood • we've taken on a climb and it's long enough to put the best of us on
inseperable • you must be using potions. how else could you tie my head to the sky?
partner in crime • we come in doing cartwheels and we crawl out by ourselves
best friend • like a kid eating limes we're in town when bees are let out we get laughs
confidant • crossing the bridge on weak cables huddled up because we know our fate
close friend • love remember you're the one who summoned me above any other kind
good friend • you told us of your new life there you got someone coming round
drinking buddies • we get nerves and we drown it in booze we take lives from you
partyhoppers • one hand on this wiley comet, take a drink just to give me some
ex enemies • i've sold all my evil motives, no icicles stuck in my hide. i'm through
buddies • locked behind shutters i knew what worthless dregs we've always been
old friend • you might find some fools at your doorstep hustling the latest changes
fake friends • close your eyes to corral a virtue, but is this even fooling anyone else?
first name basis • but we've been backed against all nature's walls for way too long
by association • so let's abandon that track and leave our fathers fighting in a sack
familiar • though comedy softens the fall they still hear us with their ears to the wall
acquainted • they're parking their cars on your chest you've still got a view of the sky
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kissing the lipless[/font]

^final • you've got too much to wear on your sleeves it has too much to do with me
in love • your lips when we speak are the valleys and peaks of a mountain range
one-sided-love • you love a sinking stone that will never elope so get used to it
current • take this ride and let it slide into the cracks where fall and winter collide
someday • and one day i'll be wondering how i got so old just wondering how
crush • walking up a slide and there are those we know who'd have us five miles
one-sided crush • i find a fatal flaw in the logic of love and go out of my head
past-good • i have never worked so long and so hard just to cement a failure
past-bad • we could have been so good-natured if i'd relented when you insisted
past-feelings • you wanna fight for this love but honey you can't wrestle a dove
puppylove • that's the strangest in attempt to multiply marionettes on weak cables
physical attraction • i felt like i could just fly but nothing happened when i tried
fuck buddy • you'll find those voices are just your ego's attempt to make it clean
makeout friend • the girl on the wing of a barnstormer. the tidal rabbit who came
friends w. benefits • i went to school and saw slides of where i'm supposed to be
enemies w. benefits • some uber-man i would make, but i am only a vapour
sexual tension • and your shape on the dance floor will have me thinking filthy
infatuation • to keep this boat afloat there are things you can't afford to know
awkward • cooked these tongues are tied, around the block an airborne blight
dating • the gutter may profess its love, then follow it with hesitation out there
tease • girl, you muse atone some. don't leave me no phone number there
flirting • your clever eyes could easily disguise. it's enough to make me nervous
fling • they're in touch with their inner crutch they won't stab but they'll grab
lust • born to multiply, born to gaze into night skies, all you want's one more

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fighting in a sack[/font]

^{cut throat} • you keep them folded in your lap or raise them up to beg for scraps
hardcore hate • get the devils in line, a list of things i could lay the blame on
hate • i felt like i should cry but nothing happens when i take one in the chin
one-sided hate • it took me all of the year to put the poison pill to your ear
dislike • with burnt sage and a forest of bygones, i click my heels and run
one-sided dislike • will you be pulled from the ocean but just a minute too late
enemies • it was when they shone a chlorine light on a host of individual sins
rivals • every post you can hitch your faith on is up in the sky chock full of lies
irritation • this is way beyond my remote concern of being condescending
avoidance • hail to your dark skin hiding the fact that you're dead, dead again
ignore • the selfless fool who hoped he'd save us all never dreamt of sterile hands
friendly • think i'll go home and mull this over before i can cram it down my throat
jealousy • you be damned to be one of us, faced with the dodo's conundrum
envy • let's carve my aging face face off, fetch us a knife, start with my eyes
indifference • looking on the brighter side, there's less to which i'd be obliged
backstab • it stays front and centre just like a dart stuck square in your eye
tolerance • still to come, the worst part and you know it. there is a numbness
by association • that's enough sitting on the fence for fear of breaking dams
ex friends • i want to bury in the yard the grey remains of a friendship scarred
fake enemies • it's a luscious mix of words and tricks that let us bet when

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a call to apathy[/font]

^family • hold your glass up, hold it in, never betray the way you've always known
love-hate • we can blow on our thumbs and posture, but the lovely are delicate
mixed feelings • he's holding you down with the tips of his fingers just the same
obsession • i dreamt of where we'd stepped and the whole mess of roads we're on
protective • underneath the power lines seeking shade dar above our heads
good influence • just get your feet back on the ground and stop floating around
bad influence • at long last it's crashed. this colossal mass is broken up into bits
secret • you know you'd trade your life for any ordinary joe's. do it now or grow old
forbidden • can you hear a subtle aching tone? though the earth, through the water
stalker • the black breeze blows where underneath the waves you were most alone
trust • wind from a wasp could blow them into the sea with stones on their feet
distrust • untie me because i've said no vows. the train is getting way too loud
mentor • you just want to jump up and dance but you have sat on your hands
discomfort • the matress off the floor, walk the cramps off, go meander in the cold
neighbour • all of these squawking birds won't quit. building nothing, laying bricks
room-mate • until this turn in my head when i had let you stay and you paid no rent
one-night-stand • i just have to leave here, my girl, and get on with my lonely life
respect • let me walk these coals till you believe i can cut the mustard well enough
admiration • most ideas turn into dust as there are few in which we all can trust
childhood • through osmotic patch we're attatched to the past cuz our future's bleak
other • just last night i woke from some unconscionable dream and had it nailed

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pressed in a book[/font]

^{this plot page was made by me, nickolas andrew lawrence iii, otherwise known as
johnny ripper! of caution v. 2. don't rip or steal, or i'll gut you like a pig. all lyrics are
credit to the shins, who i am completely obsessed with at the moment. all colour
blending was done the same way every plot's colours are blended. do not, i repeat,
DO NOT remove this credit, or i will be forced to break your neck. just sayin'.}

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[CALVIN JAMIE NICHOLLS]

! THE CODE !

austin david michaels

<sup>you've got sixteen things you want to flee, smuggle an ounce in a ball.
you're hiding your true colours, but you wanna tell everyone you're into dulcamara.

partner in crime • we come in doing cartwheels and we crawl out by ourselves
in love • your lips when we speak are the valleys and peaks of a mountain range
hardcore hate • get the devils in line, a list of things i could lay the blame on
obsession • i dreamt of where we'd stepped and the whole mess of roads we're on.</sup>

austin says • "this is the most amazing plot page ever!"
calvin says • "someone has high expectations!"






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[CALVIN JAMIE NICHOLLS]

held to the past, too aware of the pending

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jynx hope gregory

<sup>you've got sixteen things you want to flee, smuggle an ounce in a ball.
you're hiding your true colours, but you wanna tell everyone you're into dulcamra.

partner in crime • we come in doing cartwheels and we crawl out by ourselves
best friend • like a kid eating limes we're in town when bees are let out we get laughs
confidant • crossing the bridge on weak cables huddled up because we know our fate
crush • walking up a slide and there are those we know who'd have us five miles
flirting • your clever eyes could easily disguise. it's enough to make me nervous
trust • wind from a wasp could blow them into the sea with stones on their feet</sup>

jynxie says • "Oh yeah, I met Calvin at the strip mall, the only one near our school - no surprise there. Anyway, I first met him, I'll admit, I was drawn to him, he seemed to have an air about him that I couldn't quite place my finger on, and therefore I wanted/had to know more. He talked to me first - as it usually goes, but since then, we've been getting closer and I always have an absolute blast with him. I like to think he keeps me sane, which he probably does, we both sort of have the same power, which I think helps. Though, without Calvin, I would loathe it here."
calvin says • "I don't know how to describe Jynx, she just has a natural energy and mystery to her that is really exciting. As soon as we met down in the strip mall i was sure we were going to be friends, were so alike, even our powers are similar. I couldn't help but feel an attraction between us both, one i didnt want to admit, and wont admit, to be honest. But she is a really good friend, i could never live without her."